I’m flattered that he likes me but I don’t think I like him the same way… Ever since Jelly told me I haven’t felt like I could just act as I had been around him for the last few weeks. I hope I didn’t seem like I was leading him on, because I didn’t mean to if it seemed that way. And believe me! I thought long and hard about this. (I doesn’t help that she told me about it right before we were going to the county fair together. Although for the record: I had originally planned on going with Tanya, but she couldn’t go. I also asked Jelly but she didn’t want to pay for it. So I ended up going with him. And afterwards we watched The Phantom of the Opera at my house. One of my friends from Port St Joe even asked “What” he was. To which I awkwardly answered “my friend…” and then quickly “recognized” ‘annoying choir girl who hugs on sight’ and almost ran away. It was practically a date. But it wasn’t. Any who…)
Where was I… Oh! Right! I just can’t see myself doing “couple-y” things with him. It wasn’t just that though! I also personally feel that I’m not ready to have a boyfriend yet. Maybe that’s just me.. I personally still feel like an awkward duckling when I’m around guys (Especially ones I like)
This little duck isn’t quite a swan.
Just something I needed to get off my chest. (I mean it’s heavy enough as it is…)
So. APUSH essay. Isn’t is about time you wrote yourself? You are due Friday don’tcha know? It’s time to get crackin’! Get a move on! Now I’ll come back in about 30 minutes so you better get started! I mean it! I’ll see how far you’ve gotten when I return and maybe, just maybe, I’ll help you out some.
Hell Week is over. I’ll be waiting until my life goes back to normal. Hopefully it won’t be too long with rehearsals for “Killer Costume Party” later this week and Xanadu and ITS later. A Midsummer Night’s Dream has ended but Troupe 4280 is just getting started. <3